"I have realized that these faces I have been thinking as my own, trusting this whole time to have my back are no different than those who left me. So let's go back to olden days, where it was me and the darkness. I will rather rise from my darkness and build myself, instead of being burnt to ashes by my own ones. I'm better off alone"

~@Nyx_thinks
#scribble

"Heard a voice from afar, a symphony to my ears in the abyss. Calling me out, to protect myself, to open the door for my heart, to embrace myself and love this insecure person I have always ran away from. When I came near, turns out it was the reflection in the mirror calling me out from the void"
#scribble

"No Darling. There isn't a single problem I have, with you leaving out of the the doors after everything I have done for you. After all the only way to stop bleeding is to remove the knife from the wound and let it Heal.
But mark my words, One day I'll make you cry tears of blood, seeing you beg for forgiveness for ever leaving me. Making you regret your every decision.

You Have seen the angel, it's time to unleash the devil and let hell reign. Isn't Revenge the sweetest?"

~@Nyx_thinks
#Revenge

A tear slipped her eyes, as she looked at the photo in her hands. Trying to hold herself together, not to cry in front of the boy standing in front of her, She turned her eyes away;

"What are you running away from, is it that you don't want to seem weak in front of me?" He wrapped his arms around her, rubbing her back as if to remind her, he is there and spoke.

" Be proud of her My Dear, she made it through all the sleepless nights and lived, even when she has no one to feel warmth from, she lived. She survived in this battle of life and now I'm holding her in my arms."

As if on trigger, her cries filled the room, as he stared at the little girl in the picture. A childhood picture of Luna. [ The girl he was holding ]

"Let it all out, you have been holding it in for too long." He spoke in her ears and stood there silently.

It was that day, that she realized : She finally had someone to hold onto.

... (FIN)

~@Nyx_thinks
#littlestories #scribble

"And If my love was so cruel for you to walk out without a single word or even a single glance. Was I just an empty shell trying to erase the hollowness inside or were you the one, cutting pieces of me quietly and took them away with you?

Loving You was such a sin that I became the devil who lost it's sanity."

~@Nyx_thinks
#scribble

It Started in Chaos,
Ended in ruins,
We knew the end,
Still we cried.

You sealed your lips,
While I closed my eyes,
We pretended everything was fine,
Ignoring all the warnings signs.

My pillow is wet now,
You are still dazed,
Trying to accept the truth,
While I'm still wondering why and how.

If we weren't meant to be,
Why am I walking these roads like a banshee?

We did bet it on us,
Putting our heart behind the bars,
Cry me a sea of tears,
Maybe it was the fault in our stars.

~@Nyx_thinks
#Atuneofbrokenhearts #agony #pillowthoughts.

See Me from afar,
I am the chaos,
Leave the windows ajar,
And I'm the far reaching rays of Helios.
I'm a storm,
A Disaster without form,
Lost my innocence in the war,
Still made it this far.
So hold my hand,
Only if you mean it,
I don't want someone's fake sympathy,
I can keep my self warm.
I can be someone else's light,
Speak volumes through my words,
I can shelter my own self,
A flower but also a warrior with swords.

~@Nyx_thinks
#scribble #shortpoetry

"Write me a love song, sing me to sleep,
I have fallen for you, now yours to keep."

#random. #Nyxthinks

"We build castels in the sand,
Then wonder why it fell,
We commit sins in dark and silence,
Then Blame our fall on fate's spell"

~@Nyx_thinks
#scribble

"Run your fingers through your scars and feel the depth of your wounds. Look closely in your soul, feel the darkness in it. Look back at the road you have walked till this moment, count your mistakes and each of your sins. Look back on your sleepless nights, and crying episodes.
People will come and go. You are Destined to be wounded and you'll be left alone. At the end of day you only have yourself to rely on. So, weave your own wings, and take your own flight. We live in a cruel world where each one of us is both a predator and the prey. It's your choice  to be the prey or to be the hunter.

Life is supposed to be hard, when have we humans ever respected something that comes easy. It's a battle you will have to fight by yourself, no one's coming to rescue. You can write history in this book or disappear in these pages.

The choice is yours."

~@Nyx_thinks
#draft

Everyday I dive in an ocean of my own suffering and tears,
Wishing not to open my eyes again,
still wake up the next day,
To face a whole new world of my fears.

#draft

"There is a light,
Behind those tired eyes.
There is a lie,
Behind every disguise.
There is a dream so thrilling,
It makes you feel alive.
There is beauty,
Even in the coldness of winter.
There is mystery,
In the artistry of the minter.

So soar High My darling,
There is a world,
Eagerly waiting for you,
Belittling each of your suffering.
If you truly seek it,
May You find the door to the world of your happiness.

~@Nyx_thinks
#shortpoetry #scribble

"Tell Me Why, it's so F**king hard, I'm on top of the world until I start, to compare Myself with somebody else."

《 Victim Card 》

You raise your hands,
Without a single thought.
You spit poison through your lips,
And then say you are distraught.
You say you are sorry,
You are doing this because you are in Pain,
You speak without thinking,
While I rack My brain.

If I raise My hands,
I'm cruel and Violent.
How much more should I suffer,
Bite My lips and remain Silent?
Just for you to walk over the dreams we had.

There is no love left,
I can no longer Pretend.
I'm tired of the Nights,
My eyes ran dry, crying after every fight.
Build it up again and again,
Just to see it fall deeper than before,
I no longer want answers to these questions of mine,
Let's Go our own ways, no need to confine.

I want to leave now, You have my best Regard.
Cause You broke this house with your own hands,
But If I raise My voice against it,
I'm playing the Victim Card.

~@Nyx_thinks
#draft #agony #Atuneofbrokenhearts

A Dance of Souls.

Ours is a story,
Written on stone,
Carved in our hearts,
Still withered in the rain.
Build on memories,
Left a little far from the boundaries,
A scar on our skin,
Still a story we desire to write till the end. [FIN]

~#Nyx_thinks
#draft

"Yes, I cried for Nights,
Still Never Gave up my fight.
They burned my soul,
So I ruled an Empire on their ashes."

~@Nyx_thinks
#littlestories

#Noveldrafts

The rain was pouring heavily and her breathing increased due to lack of air. Heavy footstep filling up the street. After running for a while, she finally stopped behind the man in the suit as he halted. As if shivering from the sheer cold, she called out stuttering....

"Lu-Lucas...Am I....Am I really that easy to forget?" Tears rolling down her eyes. She spoke again, as the man didn't even looked her way.

"Did we really mean nothing to you? Why is it so easy for you to walk away when I can't even breath? Last Night I met Nathan, we talked for while and I asked him about you...but you know, he doesn't snitch on his boss?" Her words slowly turning to gibberish voices.

"Do you still cry in the rain to hide your tears? Do you still stare at the moon all night long? Are you alright...did you sleep well last night or did the insomnia didn't let you close your eyes?..."

As if the storm inside her had finally burst, she fell to ground, soaking wet in the rain, her cries filling the empty street.

Lucas, who was silent for the whole moment and didn't even turn back, Finally looked behind. He didn't say a single word.

Walking silently towards her, he took out his jacket and kept it on her shoulders.

Rue Looked up, but didn't say a single word. Her throat was dry. Those eyes, that she once saw nothing else but love for her in, were cold, as if the person she knew was dead. No more in sight.

He looked at her. His eyes staring coldly, as his lips parted, a stern voice came out "Go home." As He left without even looking back.

.......

~@Nyx_thinks

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