"Say, Dear Stranger,
Is it you, or is it me ?
Am I the devil or the reflection we all see ?
Are we losing our humanity or are we lost in the twist and turns of destiny?"

~@Nyx_thinks

#random #deepthoughts

"It's a really simple thing, but most people don't understand it. Trust me, if you think you are playing with me and have seen through me, Come Again. Afterall, I have been in this game of cat and mouse for a while. I'm fully aware that I can't even rely on my own shadow here, then why would I ever rely on you ?"

~@Nyx_thinks
#scribble

The kind of Blue that You can't describe in words.

《 Rain 》

Pitter-patter on the roof,
Angel's walking softly,
Giving blessings,
and healing souls.


Scattered thoughts in my brain,
Like the patter of the rain .


Nostalgia hits,
with the petrichor,
Thunder clouds,
as a lion's roar.


Nature is filled,
with fog and dew,
Paradise enjoying,
the magnificent view.


Spectrum of colours in the sky,
as if the heavens are getting high.
Joyous souls , faces aglow,
Look up , Here comes the Rainbow.

~@Nyx_thinks

#Nature

"Oh, Hush My Dear, it's been a difficult year."

.

"Often, When I'm outside, I get lost staring in the sky, looking at the rising sun that doesn't harm my eyes , the shimmering moon and the twinkling stars in the night sky. Walking these roads slowly yet steadily, where even if I know my destination, it's far from my sight. Or maybe the destination I see is just a stop somewhere in this journey? People say I'm a dreamer, well sure, that's the only reason I'm still here. If I can Dream it, I can achieve it." He said, looking at the sky.

"You sure like to Dream big, Don't you? Loving the little plays of nature." She replied, still thinking deeply about his words.

"Well, You were also once a part of that dream, didn't you come true?"

His hands slightly brushed her face, as a smile took its place on his lips.


~@Nyx_thinks


Do tell me how was it ?

#littlestories

"I have a Strange Habit of shutting myself completely, when I go numb. Shutting out everyone and everything, the burning thought of keeping myself busy till I feel my anguish turn to ashes. Blaming myself for every single failure. My emotions are just like the random lines I draw while using my charcoal to make the paper my akin. My thoughts and feelings scattered all over the place trying to search for meaning. I shut people off because when I go numb, my words are like a dagger that will scar them, I don't want to hurt anyone. It's the blade, I'm holding by the knife, not to hurt others even if I keep bleeding.
A thousand thoughts going through my mind , with a constant reminder that echos in my head :

Would it have been different if I did things differently? "


~@Nyx_thinks

#scribble #deepthoughts

"Ofcourse My Darling, each word that comes out of your mouth is full of venom. You are a nightmare dressesed as a daydream. Filling me up to the brim, just like a wine. Killing me slowly with that sweet poison of yours.

But Do tell me, how does it feels to taste your own tricks and viciousness?"

~@Nyx_thinks

#agony #ᴅᴇᴇᴘᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs

"𝙱𝚎 𝙿𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚎,
𝙸'𝚖 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚎𝚍 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚜.
𝙸'𝚖 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚍,
𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚎𝚟𝚒𝚕 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚎𝚗𝚟𝚒𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚜𝚘𝚞𝚕."


~©️Nyx_thinks

#ᴅᴇᴇᴘᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs #ᴀɢᴏɴʏ

The silence is the loudest.

"𝚆𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚝?"

"𝙾𝚑, 𝙽𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚊𝚗 𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚙𝚒𝚌𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎."
𝚂𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚒𝚍, 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚒𝚌𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚎𝚛.

"𝚂𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚖𝚎....𝙾𝚑 𝙼𝚢, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚜𝚘 𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚢 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎, 𝙸 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝, 𝚠𝚑𝚘 𝚒𝚜 𝚑𝚎?"

"𝙼𝚢 𝙳𝚎𝚊𝚍 𝙱𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝙵𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍."

𝚂𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚒𝚍 , 𝚒𝚗 𝚊 𝚜𝚖𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚟𝚘𝚒𝚌𝚎, 𝚚𝚞𝚒𝚌𝚔𝚕𝚢 𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚍𝚞𝚜𝚝𝚢 𝚏𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚕𝚕.


~@Nyx_thinks

#𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 #𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜

"𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑷𝒓𝒐𝒃𝒍𝒆𝒎 𝒊𝒔 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑰'𝒎 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒚 𝒐𝒓 𝒏𝒆𝒄𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒍𝒚 𝒔𝒂𝒅.
𝑰'𝒎 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒏𝒖𝒎𝒃. E𝒎𝒑𝒕𝒚 𝒂𝒔 𝒂 𝒗𝒐𝒊𝒅. A𝒏 𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒌 𝒕𝒖𝒏𝒏𝒆𝒍 𝒐𝒇 𝒎𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒚 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒂𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒕𝒊𝒛𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒔𝒊𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆."

~©️Nyx_thinks

#Atuneofbrokenhearts

"I might loose my mind,
waking when the sun's down."

"𝑾𝒆 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝑫𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉 𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒊𝒕𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆,
𝑺𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒎𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒏,
𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒕,
𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝒇𝒂𝒄𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒕.
𝑾𝒉𝒚?"

~@Nyx_thinks

#pillowthoughts

"𝑰𝒇 𝑴𝒚 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒔 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒆𝒙𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒌𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒃𝒐𝒓 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒅.
𝑰𝒇 𝑴𝒚 𝑺𝒌𝒊𝒏 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒂𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒔 𝑰 𝒉𝒊𝒅𝒆.
𝑰𝒇 𝑴𝒚 𝒇𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒆𝒙𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒚 𝑰 𝒉𝒊𝒅𝒆.

𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒎𝒂𝒚𝒃𝒆....𝑰 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒃𝒆 𝒇𝒓𝒆𝒆."

~©️Nyx_thinks

#deepthoughts

"I have come far away from the place you call abyss.
I have lost a whole part of myself in this journey. Using my whole might to both wield the sword and be the defender in this war. I have watched people walk out of the door, come through it, stab me in the back or spit poison through their lips. None of it bothers me anymore. You get used to losing people, and burn your own house with your own hands, see it turning to ashes, watching the whole show from the Frontlines regretting your every choice. Life teaches you that, time teaches you that.
I have spent my nights staying up for others, sacrificing myself for others. And during those same nights I cried myself to sleep.
And still after all these times, I have heard those same people walk out the door saying "You Have Changed." "

A single question, My Dear :
I won't raise a finger on you, but Is Change not a part of Life?
Am I so selfish for not being selfless a little more?

~@Nyx_thinks
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#deepthoughts #scribble

"I don't desire anything.
How could I? My desires were always trampled on. I have always been told to keep things to myself. So I shut it all, keeping everything inside these tall walls that I have build over years.
I crave for a warm embrace, even if it's the Reapers. It's fine, I'll be happy to sleep soundly for even a night, in death's embrace."

~@Nyx_thinks

#deepthoughts #scribble #random

And Exactly what am I supposed to do? What is it, that is expected of me?
Should I kill the part of me that loves you and craves for you or should I let myself be killed by you. That sweet, slow seeping poison of yours, that you call love.
I don't feel it. Hell, I feel like I'm the only one in this house or maybe I have become a ghost to your naked eyes? I want to ask, I want to scream it on your face, asking thousands of these questions in my head that keep asking me, 'where is your love that you keep telling me about?'
I want to break every single glass in this place, because my reflection asks me, "What kind of love are you searching for when their isn't any left in this deserted place?"

So tell me, Exactly what is it that I'm supposed to do?

~©️ Nyx Thinks

#Atuneofbrokenhearts #Nyxthinks